Maral in China

Woke up this morning, determined to take a shower before anyone else got up, but as soon as I removed the sheets

the cold would instantly creep into your skin and literally make you wanna kill yourself. So I stayed in my bed.

This cold is really turning me into a boring person. If it was warmer I'd be happier and more willing to socialise.

I wonder why it's like that.

Had 2 courses this morning. TEFL Speaking. So so sooo boring.

I honestly don't think teaching is for me. I don't know if I want to do this.

It's not easy at all, I don't know why I had that idea. I guess I was naive.

I've been thinking about how to survive for 5 months here, how much it would cost me. etc.

Not looking to bright right now, but then again I havn't really looked into it.

I've just thought about it. I don't know.. Am I a bad person for not wanting this?

It's just.. I don't know. I really don't know.

Teaching scares me now.

Hmm, I'll talk to Ricky about it later.

In a while I'm having Chinese Culture.

After that it's time for TaiChi once again. I honestly dont look forward to going outside.

It's so motherfucking cold. It's not really THAT cold, but we dont have any heat so basically

everything is cold so you never really get warm. Ever. When you put ur clothes on they are ice cold and you are cold.

When you go outside it's ice cold and you are cold. The only warm thing is the motherfucking food and tea.

Maybe thats why I eat/drink so much of it. Man.. I'm gonna gain so much weight from this trip. They said it would become

warmer next month, so hopefully next week it will brighten up. I'd love for it to get warm right NOW though.

But pshhh, can't be so demanding eh. Should honestly just stop whining and deal with the shit.

Now I'm falling asleep again. Lesson in like 40 min.

See ya's.

Woke up this morning,

determined to take a shower before anyone else got up.

But as soon as I removed the sheets the cold would instantly

creep into my skin and literally make me wanna kill myself.

So I stayed in my bed. This cold is really turning me into a boring person.

If it was warmer I'd be happier and more willing to socialise.

I wonder why it's like that. Brrrrr.

Had 2 courses this morning. TEFL Speaking. So so sooo boring.

I honestly don't think teaching is for me. I don't know if I want to do this.

It's not easy at all, I don't know why I had that idea. I guess I was naive.

I've been thinking about how to survive for 5 months here,

how much it would cost me. etc. Not looking to bright right now,

but then again I havn't really looked into it. I've just thought about it.

I don't know.. Am I a bad person for not wanting this?

It's just.. I don't know. I really don't know.

Teaching scares me now.

Hmm, I'll talk to Ricky about it later.

In a while I'm having Chinese Culture.

After that it's time for Taichi once again.

I honestly dont look forward to going outside.

It's so motherfucking cold. It's not really THAT cold,

but we dont have any heat so basically its always cold so you

never really get warm. Ever. When you put ur clothes on they are

ice cold and you are cold. When you go outside it's ice cold and you are cold.

The only warm thing is the motherfucking food and tea.

Maybe thats why I eat/drink so much of it. Man..

I'm gonna gain so much weight from this trip. They said it would become

warmer next month, so hopefully next week it will brighten up.

I'd love for it to get warm right NOW though. But pshhh,

can't be so demanding eh. Should honestly just stop whining and deal with the shit.

Now I'm falling asleep again. Lesson in like 40 min.

See ya's.